*hugs* Don't feel bad about venting; it's good for the soul:P And you're doing the NaNo thing? Wow. I would never be able to write 50,000 in thiry days I'd have to write...*does mental maths..where's my calculator?*...1667 words a day. I take my hat off to you; it'd take me about a month to get the first day done:P
At least you are actually writing something and from what you've said; a lot! with your two page ramble of characters, I intend to write one of those these days but I get distracted...And you're writing chapters for your other stories and so on so thin kof the positives:D
I know exactly what you mean about asking for help; I've never been able to do it...at all. I think part of it is an ingrained psychological thing as I went to a really evil (in my opinion) school where they shouted at you if you asked for help and I think that's played a large sub conscious part in it. I have a beta but I still sometimes feel a bit weird about asking her even though she volunteered to help me but I can see where you're coming from:P
I joined your family community! I have a story called 'in sickness and in health' which is basically Iano coping with an abusive father and I'm halfway through the trial at the mo. Anyway, I post on wednesdays so if it's allowed, I'll post to your comm as well:P I agree with the other person; promote it to the other communities; particularly jackxianto and jantolution as they're two of the biggest.
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Date: 2010-11-07 09:46 pm (UTC)At least you are actually writing something and from what you've said; a lot! with your two page ramble of characters, I intend to write one of those these days but I get distracted...And you're writing chapters for your other stories and so on so thin kof the positives:D
I know exactly what you mean about asking for help; I've never been able to do it...at all. I think part of it is an ingrained psychological thing as I went to a really evil (in my opinion) school where they shouted at you if you asked for help and I think that's played a large sub conscious part in it. I have a beta but I still sometimes feel a bit weird about asking her even though she volunteered to help me but I can see where you're coming from:P
I joined your family community! I have a story called 'in sickness and in health' which is basically Iano coping with an abusive father and I'm halfway through the trial at the mo. Anyway, I post on wednesdays so if it's allowed, I'll post to your comm as well:P I agree with the other person; promote it to the other communities; particularly jackxianto and jantolution as they're two of the biggest.