Regarding the vicar thing, it's something I've felt for several years that I'm supposed to be doing, which is odd as I don't exactly believe in interventionism. It's a sort of "I don't believe in interventionism", "Ah, but interventionism believes in you" thing.
And the suicidal thoughts usually run as far as "this is going wrong, I should restart. Wait, life is not a computer game..." I'm having issues with believing in love and not having much or a purpose at the moment.
All things considered, I could just be having an early-onset mid-life crisis.
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Date: 2011-06-21 02:42 pm (UTC)And the suicidal thoughts usually run as far as "this is going wrong, I should restart. Wait, life is not a computer game..." I'm having issues with believing in love and not having much or a purpose at the moment.
All things considered, I could just be having an early-onset mid-life crisis.