I'm a bit confused, too, and not entirely sure if I understood that correctly, so cut me some slack:
Maybe you just see something in that belief. That doesn't mean that you should become a vicar (but if you want to, you should, of course). Maybe, somewhere, you want to act on that belief or, you know, just do more about it, study it or something like that. Maybe that's a hint from your mind that you need to learn more about it or act on it just now, because of your suicidal thoughts (I'm worried - is there something you want to talk about?).
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Date: 2011-06-21 01:58 pm (UTC)Maybe you just see something in that belief. That doesn't mean that you should become a vicar (but if you want to, you should, of course). Maybe, somewhere, you want to act on that belief or, you know, just do more about it, study it or something like that. Maybe that's a hint from your mind that you need to learn more about it or act on it just now, because of your suicidal thoughts (I'm worried - is there something you want to talk about?).