I've not had time to be aware of anything for the last few months. It's been hard enough to keep up on what people are doing in their real lives to even contemplate looking at the comms. Besides, I don't want to have anything to do with S4, so the main comms are not the right place for me to be; I'm being left behind, and I'm not going to go into the main ness and try to hold other people back when they want to more forwards. I'll miss them, and I'll miss feeling a part of it, but that's what happens if we can't move on.