All my life I've had stories to tell, and the idea that I might not be able to is terrifying. The idea of getting stuck in an office job that sucks them out of me is even worse.
That is exactly how I feel. Really, I can understand you so well. I was experimenting with screenwriting and now I'm stuck with the wish to become a screenwriter for a tv-show. I even have two tv-shows I could write. It's all in my head. I could write it, no problem at all. But I'm a bit scared what happens then. If I get rejected or if someone wants it but with me no longer in the picture. I couldn't abandon my babies. So, I don't write it at all and it just keeps poking me in the back with a knife. And I'm damn scared that I'll end up in some office job I hate even though I had the chance to be what I want to be.
I wouldn't be too worried abou the STI. If you want to use it, you should. You'll put a warning into your header and whoever wants to read it, will. It's controversal and you'll have to pay attention to how you'll build the plot but I think that being controversal can be a good thing.
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That is exactly how I feel. Really, I can understand you so well. I was experimenting with screenwriting and now I'm stuck with the wish to become a screenwriter for a tv-show. I even have two tv-shows I could write. It's all in my head. I could write it, no problem at all. But I'm a bit scared what happens then. If I get rejected or if someone wants it but with me no longer in the picture. I couldn't abandon my babies. So, I don't write it at all and it just keeps poking me in the back with a knife. And I'm damn scared that I'll end up in some office job I hate even though I had the chance to be what I want to be.
I wouldn't be too worried abou the STI. If you want to use it, you should. You'll put a warning into your header and whoever wants to read it, will. It's controversal and you'll have to pay attention to how you'll build the plot but I think that being controversal can be a good thing.